有人說海枯石爛只不過是一個美麗的愛情謊言,但我和海坤的愛情卻一定可以這樣形容的。
我生於七十年代,和我同時代的人相比,我的家庭條件應當算是很優越的了。父親在一家國有公司裡擔任經理職務,母親專門在家裡侍候我和父親,從小到大,我好像從來沒有為自己的事情發愁過。高中畢業那年,當很多高考失利的同學都在為自己的前途擔憂時,父親已經通過關系安排我參加招工考試進了一家國有銀行工作。在單位裡,許多同事為數額不多的工資精打細算,我卻像一個真正的上班族那樣寬綽地消費著。有父親撐腰,何必那樣委屈自己呢?
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我不得不嘆服網絡的魅力,正如我所期盼的那樣,海坤很快便迷上了網絡,從瀏覽新聞、玩遊戲到聊天,似乎網絡中樣樣都能引起他的興趣,看著他的眉頭不再緊鎖,我心裡也寬慰了許多。
任何事都有它的兩面性,網絡在消除了海坤的煩惱之後,也給我帶來了一些煩惱。比如,過去回到家裡,海坤總會幫著我和母親做點家務什麼的,現在一到家裡,海坤第一件事就是直奔電腦前上網,非得要飯全擺上桌子他才肯來到餐桌前,三口兩口扒完飯後,又回到電腦前;每天晚上,如果我不催他,他就不會下網,有幾次竟然上通宵!不滿情緒漸漸從我的言談舉止裡流露出來了,但這些絲毫沒有影響海坤上網的熱情。我開始抱怨自己引狼入室,有好幾次,我忍不住想責備他的戀網成癖,但最終忍住了,海坤是因為我的影響才會變得如此消沉,我不能讓他失去生活中這唯一的樂趣。
一次,我用家裡的電腦查一份資料,不小心碰到瀏覽器地址欄裡的一些網址,看著那些不斷跳出來的不堪入目的畫面,我羞得面紅耳赤。原來海坤每天熬夜看得竟然都是這些亂七八糟的東西啊!我真想去大聲責備他的下流和陰暗,可我自己勸阻了自己,男人是感性動物,何必要像修道士那樣苛求他呢?
有一段時間,我發現海坤在上網時喜歡關著書房的門,我終於忍不住好奇,在一天夜裡偷偷起床看個究竟。不看則已,一看差點沒背過氣去,海坤正光著身子和網上的一個同樣光著身子的女人在裸聊!應當是那個女人先看見我的吧,視頻迅速被關閉了,但海坤赤裸的身體和身邊的衛生紙早已經說明了一切。“快睡吧,別讓我再看到這樣惡心的事了!”我重重地關上門回到自己的房間。
我是老公命運中的克星嗎?葬送了他的前途、破壞了他的財運,現在又誘使他深陷網絡色情?誰能告訴我,我到底錯在哪裡?可我不能就這樣放棄啊,雖然生活不斷地給我和我們家出了難題,我還是要繼續努力地去過好我們的日子,因為我們曾經有過這樣一份真摯的愛情,因為愛是我生命裡最後一根希望的稻草,我要緊緊抓住,絕不放手。
Some people say that the sea is dry and the stone is rotten is just a beautiful
love lie, but the love between me and Haikun can definitely be described in this
way.
I was born in the 1970s. Compared with my contemporaries, my family conditions
should be considered very superior. My father worked as a manager in a
state-owned company, and my mother took care of me and my father at home. From
childhood to adulthood, I never seemed to worry about my own affairs. When I
graduated from high school, when many students who failed the college entrance
examination were worried about their future, my father had already arranged for
me to take the job recruitment exam and work in a state-owned bank through his
relationship. In the unit, many colleagues are careful about the small amount of
wages, but I am spending generously like a real office worker. With the support
of my father, why should I wrong myself like that?
The carefree days ended with the accident of his father. Father was sentenced
for financial problems. I am used to being surrounded by the envious eyes of
others. The cold reception and supercilious glances that can be seen everywhere
make me feel that I have nowhere to hide. I am like a blind swimmer who has
fallen into a huge whirlpool. Even a straw will give me a glimmer of hope. But
no, firstly, my boyfriend who had been with me for more than a year found an
excuse to run away, and then, those friends who surrounded me in the past stayed
away from me one by one, and even those relatives who were far or near were
alienated relationship with our family.
For a long time, the idea of suicide has been swirling in my mind, but I finally
gave up because of my mother. For me and my father, my mother gave up the
opportunity to go out to work when she was young, and she has lost her father's
support. I can't let her lose her last hope for me. I matured in a very short
time.
I did a business on the counter that day, and I faintly felt that the customer
was staring at me. Since my father's accident, I have been familiar with such a
situation, and I handed the printed receipt to the customer without looking up.
customer signature. "Old classmate, are you really ignoring me?" the customer
said softly, his voice seemed familiar. It's been a long time since anyone has
been so close to me, and I raised my head in surprise. It's Haikun, my deskmate
in high school, a country boy with ghosts and spirits. After a short pause, I
gave him a professional smile, then took the form he signed, and started calling
the next customer's name. Hai Kun shrugged and left the counter.
Finally it was time to change shifts, I didn't care about stretching my body,
and went straight to the door of the unit. Since my father's accident, my mother
has never been out of the door, so I have to hurry up and go back to accompany
her.
"Old classmate, wait for me, okay? I've been waiting for you for a long time!"
It was Hai Kun who called. I had to stop the car. "Is there something wrong?" I
asked coldly. After so many cold receptions, I almost lost my enthusiasm for
everyone. "I want to invite my old classmates to dinner, to catch up on the
past, it's so rare to meet you today!" Before I could react, Haikun had already
cut off my retreat.
Just go, these days, my life is really too depressing. I made a phone call to my
mother, and then went to a small restaurant with Haikun. After drinking a bottle
of beer, I already knew all the information about Hai Kun: After graduating from
university, he was assigned to a government department and became a civil
servant. Many enthusiastic people introduced him to a partner, but he has never
found a satisfactory lover, because he has always been difficult. Let go of your
childhood crush.
"If someone is not married yet, why don't we just tell him the truth?" I
hurriedly gave Hai Kun an idea after being short-spoken. "Are you willing?" Hai
Kun asked me with a hippie smile. "Would you like to hear my story?" I asked him
calmly. No one would choose a criminal's daughter as his girlfriend. "You don't
need to say anything, it's really hard for you!" Hai Kun's voice was so soft
that only I could hear it. At that moment, I was moved to tears, I think the
person I want to entrust in this life is Hai Kun.
Half a year later, I became Hai Kun's wife.
The road is cut off, and the husband gradually becomes silent
With Hai Kun joining in, the deserted home became warm again, and my mother and
I gradually came out of the shadow of our father's accident. What makes me even
more gratified is that because I have become more cheerful, I find that the
people around me seem to have become much kinder, not as bad as I imagined
before.
Hai Kun's unit is carrying out competition for posts, and a deputy
department-level cadre needs to be promoted. According to Hai Kun's conditions,
there should be no problem for him to get on the job. I kept calling or sending
text messages to contact my colleagues, hoping to gain everyone's support.
Judging from the feedback, everyone is quite supportive of Haikun. After
screening layer by layer, Hai Kun and three other colleagues entered the final
stage of competitive speech. The night before the speech, Hai Kun was so excited
that he almost stayed up all night. Looking at his adjutant's misleading
appearance, I couldn't help but want to laugh. Another two people were wiped out
by the competition speech. Hai Kun and another colleague entered the final
round, and the manager researched and finally determined the candidates. "Get
ready to congratulate me!" Hai Kun was determined to win. Two days later, the
results came out, and Haikun lost the election!
That night, I still prepared a table, opened a large bottle of champagne and put
it on the table. I kept picking up vegetables for Haikun, WWw.poxet.tw
reassuring him that there would be a chance in the future, and Haikun said "it's
okay, it's okay" while eating the vegetables. "If the old man was still in
office, you wouldn't be the one who lost the election!" Mother couldn't help
sighing. Hai Kun, who was still eating vegetables lively just now, dropped his
chopsticks and went into the room. My mother and I looked at each other in blank
dismay. I really don't know what is wrong with this sentence. A few days later,
I met a colleague of Hai Kun on the way to work. She quietly told me the reason
why Hai Kun didn't get on the job. The head of their unit said during the
research that they would never promote relatives of criminals.
Hai Kun has obviously become more relaxed about his work. Sometimes he would
make two glasses of white wine alone at home. I understand his inner pain. The
manager has already sentenced his future to death. What's the point of his doing
it? I decided to pull him out of this negativity.
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"Let's find a way to earn some money while we are still young!" One day, I said
to Hai Kun. "Investment is fine, where does the money come from?" It seems that
Hai Kun has not thought about this issue. "As the son-in-law of our bank, will
money still be a problem?" I said with a smile. A few days later, I put the
40,000 yuan borrowed from the bank in front of Hai Kun.
Hai Kun is enthusiastically investing in his investment project. He said that he
is investing in a project with a friend. I didn’t ask the specific project.
Anyway, he said that after success, we can get rich overnight. "When you become
a big boss, don't dump your bad wife!" I deliberately teased him. "Who dares to
dump the boss lady?" Hai Kun squinted his eyes and smiled, as if he had become a
big boss. After all, I did not become Hai Kun's ideal proprietress. His 40,000
yuan was scammed by his partner before he had time to spend it in vain.
This time the blow was too great for Hai Kun, he completely became a taciturn
person, staying at home except for work every day, just like I used to be. If it
wasn't for my instigation, Hai Kun wouldn't be what he is now. I felt so guilty,
I was really worried that he would get sick from boredom. So, I decided to buy
him a computer to pass the time.
Frustrated at Work, Turned to Internet Pornography
I had to marvel at the charm of the Internet. As I expected, Hai Kun soon fell
in love with the Internet. From browsing the news, playing games to chatting, it
seemed that everything on the Internet could arouse his interest. Watching him
My brow is no longer furrowed, and I feel relieved a lot.
Everything has its two sides. After eliminating Hai Kun's troubles, the Internet
also brought some troubles to me. For example, in the past when we came home,
Haikun would always help my mother and me with some housework. Now when we get
home, the first thing Haikun does is to go straight to the computer and surf the
Internet. When I came to the dining table, I went back to the computer after
eating in twos; every night, if I didn't urge him, he wouldn't log off the
Internet, and several times he even stayed up all night! Dissatisfaction
gradually emerged from my speech and behavior, but these did not affect Haikun's
enthusiasm for surfing the Internet at all. I started to complain that I had led
wolves into the house. Several times, I couldn't help but want to blame him for
his internet addiction, but I finally held back. Haikun became so depressed
because of my influence. I can't let him lose his life. That's the only fun.
Once, I used my computer at home to look up some information, and accidentally
came across some URLs in the address bar of the browser. Seeing the unsightly
pictures that kept popping up, I blushed with embarrassment. It turned out that
Haikun stayed up late every day to watch all these messy things! I really wanted
to loudly accuse him of being obscene and dark, but I dissuaded myself, men are
emotional animals, why should I be so demanding on him like a monk?
For a while, I found that Haikun liked to close the door of his study when
surfing the Internet. Finally, I couldn't help being curious, so I got up
secretly one night to find out. If you don’t look at it, it’s enough, and it’s
almost hard to lose your breath when you see it, Hai Kun is naked and chatting
naked with a woman who is also naked on the Internet! It should be the woman who
saw me first, the video was quickly shut down, but Hai Kun's naked body and the
toilet paper beside him have already explained everything. "Go to sleep, don't
let me see such a disgusting thing again!" I closed the door heavily and went
back to my room.
Am I the nemesis in my husband's fate? Killed his future, ruined his fortune,
and now lured him into Internet pornography? Can anyone tell me, where am I
going wrong? But I can't just give up like this. Although life keeps giving me
and our family problems, I still have to continue to work hard to live our lives
well, because we once had such a sincere love, because love is my life The last
straw of hope in this life, I will hold on tightly and never let go.
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